Avoid Yandere Constellation

Lise, with a serious expression, takes out the powder and gently taps my cheeks.

The mirror reflects my face, which is even clearer than before, thanks to the elixir.

After finishing the foundation, Lise looks at my face with a satisfied smile.

“As expected, with your naturally good skin, the makeup makes you look perfect, Young Master. Please close your eyes.”

I close my eyes at her request.

I can feel that she’s drawing my eyebrows.

“Young Master, you can open your eyes now.”

“Yeah.”

I open my eyes.

I have no thoughts. None at all.

As I think this, Lise takes out a pink powder and applies it to my cheeks.

-Tap! Tap!

My cheeks turn slightly red, as if they’re blushing out of embarrassment.

Or maybe it’s just me blushing out of shame?

“Lise, are we done yet?”

“No, we still have the eyeliner and shading left.”

“…….”

What’s that?

In my life, I’ve never encountered makeup or heard of these terms.

Sigh. I’ll just leave it to Lise.

With that, I clear my mind and let Lise take control of my body.

Ten minutes pass.

Finally, the makeup is complete, and Lise wipes the sweat from her forehead, her face beaming with a smile.

“Young Master, we’re done.”

“Really? Can I see the mirror?”

Lise hands me a hand mirror.

I take the mirror and examine my face.

Neatly drawn eyebrows.

Flawless skin without a single blemish.

Cheeks slightly blushing as if shy.

I’ve completely transformed into a woman.

Damn it. I expected it, but it’s even better than I imagined.

As I look at my transformed self in the mirror, feeling dizzy, Lise hands me a wig.

“Young Master, here’s your wig.”

“Uh, yeah.”

I take the wig, which reaches down to my waist, and put it on naturally.

“Damn it. What is my life.”

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People usually can’t help but glance at a pretty person.

And the same is true in the game world.

Although I’m wearing a women’s suit with pants instead of the dress Lise prepared, my beauty is still undeniable.

Phew. At least I didn’t have to wear that dress.

I can compromise on everything else, but I can’t bring myself to wear that dress.

If I had worn the dress Lise prepared, I’m sure I would have died of shame before even reaching the cross-dressing contest.

I might have even questioned my own identity.

I glance around, looking for any familiar faces.

People glance at me.

Or maybe I’m just being too sensitive and imagining things.

I wish that were the case.

If people really are looking at me, I’m sure I’ll feel an intense sense of self-loathing.

Should I listen in on their thoughts?

For some reason, I feel like doing that.

…No, I shouldn’t.

If I listen in with the volume adjustment, I feel like I’ll give up on the cross-dressing contest, regardless of any gender change or other spells.

So, I need to endure for now.

It’s just a temporary misfortune.

Later, I’ll need to win the cross-dressing contest.

Yeah, I need to endure.

Amidst self-loathing and self-justification, I cautiously make my way to the contest venue, fearing that I might run into someone I know.

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Meanwhile, at the same time, Kim Soo-yong stares at his reflection in the mirror, feeling self-loathing.

“Did I really end up cross-dressing? What is my life?”

“Why? You look great!”

Rain’s half-hearted compliment doesn’t even register, as Kim Soo-yong is too drained to respond.

After all, if he examines his reflection in the mirror, he does look quite convincing as a cross-dresser.

From his defined jawline to his feminine features enhanced by makeup, he doesn’t look out of place at all.

In fact, it’s so convincing that it’s even more depressing.

If he didn’t look so good, the audience might think, ‘Oh, this person is just here as a punishment.’

But with his current appearance, it’s obvious that the audience will think, ‘Wow, this person genuinely enjoys cross-dressing.’

‘Damn it. Why is nothing going my way since yesterday?’

When he went to meet Kaine, he encountered the boss of the cult, Andrew.

Then, a woman solved the situation, and when he talked to Kaine, the information Kaine wanted to give him was about the boss of the cult, Andrew, whom he met yesterday. ᚱãNǑBĘṢ

Nothing is going right.

Of course, it’s not Kaine’s fault.

Before meeting Andrew, the information Kaine had would have been useful, but now, it’s not so helpful.

That’s because the information Kaine gave him was just about Andrew being the boss of the church and their purpose.

But that’s not all.

The application period for the contest had already passed.

So, I had hoped that I wouldn’t have to cross-dress after all.

However, crushing my hopes, the cross-dressing contest is an event, so they accept applications on the day of the contest as well.

In other words, I was definitely going to have to participate in the cross-dressing contest.

‘I was stupid to expect otherwise.’

As Kim Soo-yong wallows in self-loathing, Burke, standing next to him, bursts out laughing.

“Damn it, stop laughing, you bastard.”

“Haha. Sorry, but you look so good cross-dressed.”

At least try to hold back your laughter.

Usually, Burke doesn’t laugh much, but now he’s laughing uncontrollably with a smirk on his face.

“Sigh. Let’s just go to the contest venue already.”

“You really want to see people’s reactions, don’t you?”

“For fuck’s sake, stop it…”

As Kim Soo-yong considers punching Burke, Rain speaks up.

“But I think Soo-yong will win the contest.”

“Indeed. It doesn’t seem possible for anyone to surpass this level of cross-dressing.”

Kim Soo-yong wants to refute their words, but he can’t bring himself to do so.

That’s because his cross-dressing looks too perfect in the mirror.

Kim Soo-yong, feeling self-loathing, heads to the contest venue with the two of them.

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Kim Soo-yong, upon arriving at the contest venue, approaches the staff member standing in front of the waiting room.

The staff member, as if already knowing the reason for his visit, speaks.

“Are you here to participate?”

“Yes, that’s right…”

The staff member, seeing Kim Soo-yong’s self-loathing expression, hands him a piece of paper.

“Please write down your name and class here.”

“Yes… Can I do it anonymously?”

“Yes, it’s possible. Should I do it anonymously?”

“Yes…”

Hearing this, the staff member nods.

Kim Soo-yong, with trembling hands, writes down his name and class.

After confirming the information, the staff member nods and lets him into the waiting room.

As soon as he enters, he exclaims, “Ahh!”

My eyes, damn it!

The waiting room is so terrible that it feels like hell itself.

The situation unfolding before his eyes is that of men transformed into otokonoko.

However, the outrageous part is that they all look convincing…

Damn it. They’re all just men wearing women’s clothes.

Most of them, not just one or two.

As Kim Soo-yong and the other participants in the waiting room bow their heads in self-loathing, the staff member outside shows a surprised reaction.

“Oh, are you a participant?”

“Yes… that’s right.”

The participant responds with a trembling voice, and everyone assumes that he’s cross-dressed thanks to a bet due to his shaky voice.

After all, birds of a feather flock together.

However, unlike the others, the staff member’s pupils shake like an earthquake, unable to believe what they’re seeing.

‘How did they cross-dress to get such a reaction?’

The tent only reveals the staff member’s face, hiding the rest of their body.

Out of curiosity, Kim Soo-yong glances at the tent.

“Yes… Your name has been confirmed. You can go in now.”

“Yes…”

As the staff member finishes speaking, the tent opens.

-Flap!

Everyone’s gaze shifts to that spot.

Kim Soo-yong and the other participants widen their eyes in shock and think the same thing in their minds.

Is that a man?

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Damn it. Why is everyone staring at me?

I was already feeling self-loathing after having to confirm my identity to the staff member, and now everyone’s attention is on me.

It’s a good thing I didn’t wear the dress.

Even in this suit, I’m drawing so much attention. If I had worn the dress here…

I’m sure I would have been hit on at least once.

Ugh!

Anyway, at least I didn’t run into anyone I know.

As I think this and try to sigh in relief, someone keeps staring at me intently.

Come on, stop staring already.

As I shift my gaze to the person, I think, Damn it, why are you here?

I thought I wouldn’t feel self-loathing anymore, given the situation.

But I guess I was wrong.

Seeing Kim Soo-yong cross-dressed in front of me, I feel a sense of camaraderie and even more self-loathing.

Damn it. The protagonist in the game only went this far, but why did I have to change my gender?

Even though Kim Soo-yong has done a pretty good job cross-dressing, he still gives off a ‘I’m a man’ vibe.

The protagonist only went this far, but I…

“Sigh.”

Feeling self-loathing, I sit in an empty seat and bow my head.

As I tremble with embarrassment, a participant whose appearance is so bad it makes you lose your eyesight approaches me.

“Excuse me, but this is a cross-dressing contest…”

“…….”

What? Damn it? Are you trying to pick a fight with me?

“Yes, I know. I’m a man.”

Upon hearing my words, the other participants are shocked, their jaws dropping in disbelief.

Lise, how perfect is your makeup?

I’m already feeling irritated, and the reactions around me only add to my stress.

Damn it. When will this start?

As I anxiously wait, the cross-dressing contest host speaks, as if reading my desperate thoughts.

“The contest will begin soon. When your number is called, please come out.”

Hearing this, all the participants, including me, swallow their saliva in self-loathing.

Thus, the hellish cross-dressing contest begins.

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